for me to get serious and get back in shape. I haven’t been able to keep up with a workout regimen in between my two jobs, the move and having a more active social life in a bigger city. I have been so lucky to be able to use my discount and whole foods and eat healthy, but I eat healthy five days a week and then two days of the week I am just eating like a fool. I have been lucky enough to not gain weight, but my confidence has gone down. I really want to get back in touch with the side of me that makes working out my hobby, and makes it a serious priority. Speaking of vanity, I left my makeup at a friend’s house and have to work tomorrow. The thought of going to work without makeup on is making me panic-y. But I know that I need to work past that and move forward and be okay with going to work without make up on. I can do this.
I am going to wake up, start the day off with some simple cardio and yoga before going to work.
I am going to eat a mostly plant based diet of fruits and veggies tomorrow at work, with lots of protein.
I am going to get in touch with the bare side of myself from the inside, out.
I just bought a groupon for five aerial yoga classes! I am also going to work with a personal trainer in 20 minutes.
New suit. Flat belly. Curvy hips. What can ya do?
Me, in all my large hipped, tree trunk leg glory. It seems weird to post this after I am having all these issues but I think it’s good. I just need to accept what my body is, and love it. Because in the last 10 months it’s done a lot for me. It’s run 2 5k’s and one ten miler as well as a million hot yoga classes, pilates classes, zumba classes, crossfit, yoga, bootcamps. It’s really done it all. It’s radically changed in every way it could. Even though I haven’t gotten to wear I want, that shouldn’t matter. My body has done a lot for me. I should do it the simple task of at least LOVING IT for that. I can’t change my hip size. It’s impossible. Gotta love what I got. Flaunt it, or something.
Bloated. Ate too much today. Bought a new bathing suit. Truly bummed on wearing a small top and a large bottom. I just feel so disproportionate. My thighs are so.big. My waist is tiny. I want to get to 135 but no matter what I do I am stuck on 142. I know it’s seven pounds so it seems silly but I am just super discouraged. Boo.
I just got done at the gym and a big part of me wants to dog into a luna bar.