I love rainy weather. Tomorrow is Saturday. All I want to do for the entire day is cuddle with Josh, watch season 2 of Big Love, eat yummy food, nap, smell the rain, cuddle some more, be naked for a while, and sleep some more.
So, a while back I submitted photos along with a brief bio to the Real World Casting Call. They recently sent me a VIP e-mail to go to the Boulder Casting call, skip the line & do my in person casting call because they liked my e-mail. The problem? I no longer live in Denver & they aren’t currently doing a Las Vegas casting call. So, it’s March 6th which I don’t think I can make. Kind of a bummer, that would’ve been fun.
My dreams are inescapable. They are too vivid for me to leave behind. If I have a dream where sad things are happening, I wake up sad. Such is the case this morning. It’s dehabilitating enough that I seriously just want to go back to sleep because I am so bummed.
I’m at my Grandma Lynda’s 70th Surprise Birthday party. She was ecstatic, it was so good to see her. Were in Lake Havasu, AZ. It was a 4 hour drive with my 20 year old brother who mostly despises me, although we did get along for the drive. We will be here until tomorrow.
I am so happy to be with my family.
Although, I am a big wah wah & can’t wait to go home & see my boyfriend. I miss him already. By the time I see him, it will have been more than 24 hours apart.
I was a very naughty teenager. I was a hellian to say the least. I would sneak out of my house at midnight on school nights, go to Hurricane, do drugs to my 15 year old hearts content, sneak back in at five thirty a.m., sleep for two hours, then go to school still high.
What the hell?
I can barely stay up past midnight these days, and that’s something I am happy about.
Sorry, Mama: I am sure I ruined a few years of your life with my rebellious & stress inducing ways.